||[Jul. 24th, 2006|11:02 pm]
So anyways, lately I have been having the weirdest dreams you could possibly think of. Two nights ago, I was so excited about being a senior, and going to college soon that I dreamt the seniors were giving the freshmen their initiation into high school. Dumbledore was the pricipal, and I was close to him, like Harry Potter is close to him. We were playing a game that resembled chess, and Dumbledore told me I wouldn't be able to defeat him. I got mad, and pushed his set off the table, and he told me I needed to work on my emotions, and I am the one but I need to practice more or something, anyways, it was completely random and meaningless. Then I went over and I was the lead to giving the freshmen their initiation, being the leader of our class and all. Thats all I could remember from that, besides flying over a giant swimming pool, aha. |
Last night I had a dream about my ex-best friend's of which is very dear to me, and I miss her so much. We were best friends again, and everything was satisfied between us, with no more fighting. We were on the swim team togather again, and their was only four people on it, and the lanes were really small, and we only swam like four laps before practice was over, instead of the usual 80 we swim in real life. Then we went to go check on a birds nest that we were watching over, and all of the baby birds were dead. At first we were sad, but then we discovered a litter of baby kittens that had killed the birds, well, we both love cats, and we were happy to see the little critters. The weird part was I was watching the show Gotti a few days ago, and I was their little sister, but in real life, I think I'm older then like two of the boys xD. Then the dream changed very randomly, it was like watching a horror movie. I wasn't apart of the dream, but I was watching it like a movie. A man's wife had died from a disease about ten years ago, and he was living in a house with his fourteen year old daughter, and his brother. He went into the bathroom, and the power was out, he wanted to talk to his wife, he had a picture of his daughter in his hands, and he wanted to show his wife how much their child grew, but the power was out, so he knew the spirit of his wife couldn't see the picture. So he took a flashlight, so he could shine it on the picture just for a second, so his wife could see. He sat in the corner of the bathroom near the window, and turned on the flashlight on the picture, and he looked over into the kitchen window, which he could see from the bathroom window, and saw the outline of an alien like the one from Signs. He turned off the flashlight hoping the alien didn't see him, and he tried to sneak out of the bathroom, so he, his brother and his daughter could sneak out of the house without being seen. But when he left the bathroom, he forgot about the door, and it slamed shut, and he ran to the people in his house, trying to get them out of the house as quickly as possible. For some reason they knew the alien was going into the room they were in, so they were going to sneak around into the kitchen, but the alien saw them. The daughter was screaming, and the father was running, with his brother at his side, to get them all safely out of the house, but the father tripped in the living room, and he held onto his brothers foot, telling him not to leave him, but the alien was walking up to the father, so the brother ran with the daughter. For some reason the father couldn't get up, and the alien walked up to him while he watched from the floor. Then the alien said the word "punishment" in an eerie raspy voice, and I think he choked the father to death, but I'm not sure, because I woke up. It scared the crap out of me xD. I didn't want to fall back asleep, because I was afraid the dream was going to continue, and now I'm freaking myself out sitting here thinking about the dream -shudders-.
Today I did okay, but I feel as if lately I have been doing terrible. I've tried to lose weight this summer, but it's so hard when my friends want me to go out with them to go get a pizza or smoothie. I sometimes get out of it by making up lies, but I feel guilty lying to my friends like that, so sometimes I will just go with them, and try to eat as little as possible. Tomarrow I'm going college visiting to a college called mount union. I heard it's really nice and fun their. Everyone that has gone their that I have talked to tell me it was their favorite college they were ever at, and that they absolutely loved it. I really want to go their, but it's a private school, so I don't know if we will be able to afford it, it cost about $11,000 more then my brothers college, which is a big deal to my parents.