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[Aug. 23rd, 2006|04:47 pm]
bonua
I know I haven't been on in a long time. It's been horrible of me. I've been off my diet for about a week and a half, and I now weigh almost 124. School starts tomarrow, so I am so happy I will have something to keep my mind off of food, and far away from it. I have lunch fourth period this year. It's about 10:30 in the morning, so it's a perfect excuse to say I'm not hungry. before I went off my diet I weight about 119. I kept going between 119 and 120. I still wasn't satisfied. I don't know what made me go off. But in a way I am glad I did this. It gave me the realization. I hate being full. It's possibly one of the worst feelings out their. I love being hungry. Being hungry helps me feel better about myself. Being full just gives me a stomach ache. I absolutely hate food now. I feel like I can go further then I have ever gone before now.
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From: hopexgilmour
2007-06-24 03:19 am (UTC)
thanks btw for the comment, lol it made me feel better. OK so i WILL run and keep under 500cals a day, ok this is looking really good tanks for the support!!! yeah i know what you mean about the whole mom thing..nah but my mom is skinner than me in everyway, but she hardely ever eats so she deerves it lol! xoxoxo
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