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[Aug. 10th, 2006|10:03 pm]
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I feel like such a terrible person right now. Today I had a total of around 440 calories today. I thought, okay, I did pretty good. I've been having major cravings all week, and I was still hungry, so I thought I didn't reach my calorie limit, so maybe I could eat some corn. Well, I did just then, then the jello I made earlier was in the fridge. It's fat free, low in calories, so I ate that. But my cravings were still their. Normally I can resist them, but anyways, to make a long story short, I ate some of those low fat lays potatoe chips, and a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Now my cravings are gone, but I feel so fat. I can't belive I just ate bread and peanutbutter. While I was making it, I knew I was going to regret it. Ugh. I want my dad to leave so I can get rid of it. I always told myself I would never result in purging, but I feel like the only way to make me feel better is just that.

I don't know =/. Usually I'm so strong. I don't know what happened.
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